My Ongoings

i'm leaving tomorrow morning to go back to buffalo

i've had a good run at stony brook

but it's time to move on

i can just feel it

i'm looking forward to seeing everyone at home

but i'm gonna miss everyone here

people say they'll visit, and some i believe

others i don't

oh well

bostons the right choice

i come home in one week, call me to hang out

also, i've decided on boston

i'm definitely going

i move away forever august 1st

our theatre prom is tonight

i'm sick

i'm getting drunk anyways

me and val are gonna look fucking hot, be jealous

i hafta shower

oh and today i think i failed a final

whatever

i'm so sick of being sick all the time

i'm sick of this place

i really need to get out

blaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i need something new, a change of pace

i need to go to boston

but what if it blows up in my face

ughh

sorry, this is just some late-night/sleep deprived ranting

wow, so long time no write

still no word from emerson

i went home for spring break, had a great time

met up with jill, shannon, and suze at PA and got coldstone which was awesome, missed those guys sooo much

then later that night went to dave and busters with suze, eryn, carol, and eryn's friend

that was also a great time, I hadn't seen Eryn in so long and it was great to hang out, we watched Sleepy Hollow

I went to Fredonia and got drunk as hell

Then hung around B-lo til sunday when I drove back with Nic

Then I started feeling sick, and on monday it got so bad that I had Pete take me to the ER at 11 PM, and we were there til 4 AM.

The doctors said that i was having a bad reaction to a medication i had just started, just in time for my play to go up, by the way i'm stage managing a play

it goes up tomorrow (today kinda since its 3AM)

thats it for my life, just eh, hoping it gets better, tomorrow (today) is 4/20, and i am getting blazed as hellllll, haha, cannot wait

peace

p.s. - everyone look at the song i'm listening to and download it now, thanks

so not too much has been going on

i applied to emerson and i have a couple things left to send in

i really wanna get in

i wont find out for like a month though

wish me luck!

this semester has been going allright

busy as all fucking hell

i have absolutely no free time

i'm stage manager for the play

and my photo class is so demanding

i dont really feel like updating so this is it for now

ms. susie had a tugboat
the tugboat had a bell
ms. susie went to heaven
the tugboat went to
hello operator
can you give me number nine
and if you disconnect me
i'll kick you right behind
the fridgerator there was a piece of glass
ms. susie fell upon it and broke her little
ask me no more questions
tell me no more lies
the boys are in the bathroom zipping up their
flies are in the city
bees are in the park
ms. susie and her boyfriend are kissing in the d-a-r-k
d-a-r-k
dark
dark

is there any more to that?

how bout this one?

this is the song that dosn't ends
yes it goes on and on my friends
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
and they just kept on singing it forever just because...

i used to torture my parents with that


i think i've fast forwarded through old age (aka last semester when my body gave up on me)
and have now entered dementia

i really don't like valentine's day

i don't know why

it started earlier today, i just grew very resentful and bitter

everyone's all running around happy and in love and it just makes me vomit (exaggeration)

i don't know

i guess it could be jealousy

but honestly, it is such a petty holiday

in grade school people would bring in those little valentine's for the class

and then once sixth grade came around people stopped bringing them in for everybody

people are out buying chocolate and i'm made to feel pathetic because i buy the chocolate for myself and eat it at home

tomorrow night a bunch of us are going out as the 'single people'

it dosn't make me feel any better

i'll just be stuffing my face with ice cream

most of the time i'm fine being alone, i'd rather it

but then some days, like valentine's day, i feel like being alone is wrong

i really want to be with someone tomorrow in an intimate setting, just to feel normal

like that's what should be happening

blah blah

i'm complaining

other than this little tid bit everything is going pretty okay

got wasted saturday night and it was good

i dyed my hair (again) today and it looks good, i'll get pics up once i get some

if i'm not too lazy

but yeah

so it's 5:30 in the morning and i'm getting up in 3 hours

aka ~ not going to bed

but i should at least be productive

night

So Valentine's day is tuesday

I think we're going to coldstone, same drill as last year

goooooood times

chocolate/raspberry/marshmellow/brownie ice cream is beats a boyfriend any day!

hahahaha

i spent all day yesterday in the theatre for production, 10 straight hours and i ate once, I must say however, that i love it

i always was more performance based in the whole theatre spectrum, but this production class is actually a lot of fun, and it went by pretty fast yesterday

the only thing that sucked was the one break part

i got there at a quarter to nine AM and i didn't eat anything until 1:30, now you know my fat ass was not okay with that

besides all this everything seems to be going allright

moods are up and down but i'm staying positive when i can

i'm looking forward to my photography class to really pick up

well adios

soooo photography and production are going to rule my life

i'll be spending nights in the photo lab developing

i have to be at light focus on saturday from 9AM to 9PM

starting in March I'll have to be at the "Importance of Being Earnest" rehearsals because i am ASM for it through production

but weirdly, i like it

i like being busy

as long as it dosn't end up like last semester

also, i finally made it to my history class and recitation today

i've missed the last three classes but i think it'll be easy to catch up

ahhhhh well

this island is tooooooo fuuuuuucccccckkkkkking smaaaaaaaalllllll

and i hate it

wow

havn't updated in about forever

everythings been allright, i got back to stony brook and went right back into the swing of things

it was actually nice, it was like i never left

although my time at home was enjoyable and everything was good

my classes this semester seem to be allright

european history
italian civilization
shakespeare acting
production
photography

it's nice to take things that i have a general interest in

i'm returning to open mic tonight and i CANNOT wait

it's kat's b-day so we're getting all dressed up, it's gonna be sick

it'll be nice to spend time with danielle again

i didn't fail anything last semester thank god, although my grades were not near what i wanted them to be

i think transferring might be out of the question but there's no harm in trying

that about covers it i guess...pretty boring stuff

adios...have fun

i leave for home in like six and a half hours

i can't wait!

i've never been excited about going home before, and i'll wanna come back here in a week

but for now i'm happy

my grades kinda suck right now but i havn't failed anything, so i'm happy

i don't know if i'm sleeping tonight

but i can't wait for tomorrow

the sun just came up

i havn't slept yet

i have a final in 45 minutes

i'm awesome at this 'college thing' huh?

oh boy, as of 1 o'clock today i will be done with finals

and i will sleep

ohhhhh will i sleep


then watch lost

i went to the bunkhouse last night with ryan, ryan, danielle, and kat

it was...fun

i did have a good time, i got too drunk and danced

i just found out i got a B on my final paper in my english class and am ecstatic

i have it to take it slow when I come home

college is killing me...literally

i was in the hospital last week, i was in the ER for a couple hours because i couldn't breathe all day, turns out i had some sort of an acid reflux attack, didn't know you could get 'em, but apparently you can

nothing serious, i think i'm just so tired and exausted that my body is kinda saying no

i can't wait to go home though

i just wanna sleep for a week

i come home on the 23rd, going shopping on the 24th, celebrating on the 25th, then resting

have a happy holiday everybody

i cut my hair...



...a lot

everythings been going pretty good, just chillin

it's thanksgiving break finally

i can't believe there's only three weeks left, it's soo rediculous

not to much has been up,

picking classes for next semester

trying to pass

hanging

i also want to say that i looooove this movie, reefer madness, soooo hilarious

everyone must go rent it

that's pretty much it

i'm out

i hate that every thing is turning to shit

i need a break from school so that i can just relax from everything

ugh

sorry

i'm trying

stolen from my wifey, danielle

THE LAST FIVE YEARS

Five years ago, it was Fall 2000

Take this quiz, post the results, and see how much things have changed since then.

5 years ago...

How old were you? 14

What grade were you in? freshman in high school

Where did you go to school? buffalo academy for visual and performing arts (BAVPA)

Where did you work? nowhere

Where did you live? same house as always, in south buffalo

Where did you hang out? my house, friends house's

How was your hair style? blond, short and spiky

Did you wear braces? bets believe it

Did you wear glasses? haha, yep

Who was your best friend? melissa, crisanta, long, amal, angelia, all my comm. buddies

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend? for about a week this girl ellie, but besides that i flew solo

Who was your celebrity crush? who wasn't, rachel leigh cook, i can't really remember

Who was your regular-person crush? prolly melissa

Were you a virgin? yep

How many piercings did you have? for about a month a stud in my left ear

How many tattoos did you have? none

What was your favorite band? anything on the radio, blink, offspring, cardigans, a lot of old people

What was your biggest fear? people not liking me

Had you smoked a cigarette yet? no

Had you gotten drunk or high yet? nope

Had you driven yet? nope

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How old are you? 19 going on 20

Whats your educational status? in college

Where do you go to school? stony brook university on laaaawng island

Where do you work? SBU_TV, chief editor bitches!

Where do u live? dorming

Where do you hang out? the dorms, wherever there's drinking, the union

How is your hair style? long and blackish-brown

Do you wear braces? nope

Do you wear glasses? only when i take my contacts out

Who is your best friend? amanda, jessica, carol, sam, pete, alex, pat, cristabelle, all my loves

Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend? I am married to the wonderful Mrs. Danielle West

Who is your celebrity crush? ryan cabrera, michelle branch, brad pitt, anyone naked in a movie

Who's your regular-person crush? hehehehehe

Still a Virgin? haha, noooooo

How many piercings do you have? two in ears and one in nose

How many tattoos do you have? two!

What is your favorite band? michelle branch, all4one, showtunes,

What is your biggest fear? failing

Have you gotten drunk or high yet? nooooooooo, J/KKKKKKKKKKK!

Have you driven yet? my favorite thing in the world!

shittiness

sooo much work is driving me mad

other shit sucks

blah

i am rediculously tired

this week is just rediculous between school and work and shit going on

it took me almost 8 hours today to write a 1000 word paper

granted there were breaks

i have a midterm due tomorrow in theatre that i am petrified of because i don't think i'll be good enough

i've just been so pre-occupied lately i can't focus

i neeeeeeed a break

half-way through the semester

thank god

this semester has been so fun and awesome, but damn i need time to chill

blah

tomorrow i should be in a better mood